WithdrawalWithdrawal by withdrawncataclysm
9:35 AM. The withdrawal begins.
I take compulsive showers because it always feels like rebirth. Though it never is. No matter how much you sacrifice yourself in vulnerability, its still the same. The same diagnosis.
Being on lithium is like being on a type of crack that Jesus said was okay. Yeah, its a miracle drug, but knowing I cant functional without it is worse than just not functioning without it.
Lithium and I have the kind of relationship where we make love passionately and then pull our guns out on each other afterwards. Cymbalta and I have a good relationship, Cymbalta is my friend. The Synthroid just wants there to be peace and harmony, always a hopeless idealist. I dont want to take the Abilify because it makes me anxious and unable to sleep, yet it does make me less stark raving fucking nuts. I dont know where Abilify and I are going now. I really dont need another divorcee. I just wanted to stop blowing up at the cunts that live beside m